Rejection

If i had known i would be so thoroughly rejected - would i of still asked it ?
a most definite yes

(i still don't think distance is a good reason though)

even though you only gave a small bit to me it taught me so much
about myself, about you

you are a very unique man j
very

if i hadn't experienced you in my life
if i had never met you
if it hadn't been so brief of a pleasure

i would of never known the exquisite connection you gave me to myself

purely selfish on my part i know

i also know it was not altruistic on your part so i have no guilt

i can't help wishing it had turned out differently

fully knowing it would of blown up in our faces
you are wiser than i am