Saturday

cruising the net

luv it.

i like the videos at - ifilm

"underwear goes inside your pants!" album: lazyboy.
- video info

more videos from - viralx

alright, time to get yourself - flabbergasted

don't have time to cruise all of this one yet - ebaumsworld

tn rock on - rock 103

old flicks here - retrostation tv - or - pcmovieman

Wednesday

music

varied as usual

my newest obsession ! damien rice

~ volcano

don't hold yourself like that you'll hurt your knees
i kissed your mouth your back that's all i need
don't build your world around volcanoes melt you down
what i am to you is not real
what i am to you you do not need
what i am to you is not what you mean to me
you give me miles and miles of mountains
and i'll ask for the sea
don't throw yourself like that in front of me
i kissed your mouth your back is that all you need?
don't drag my love around volcanoes melt me down
what i am to you is not real
what i am to you you do not need
what i am to you is not what you mean to me
you give me miles and miles of mountains
and i'll ask for the sea
what i give to you is just what i'm going through
this is nothing new no no just another phase of finding
what i really need is what makes me bleed
and like a new disease she's still too you to treat
volcanoes melt me down
she's still too young
i kissed your mouth
you do not need me

damien rice ~ very - very nice.
guys saw damien at - bonnaroo this year

type o ~ oh yeah baby ~ peters voice causes instant melt down on my part. just watch me flow all over the floor.

the cure ~ older band but still one of my favs

another "older" band still working me over ~ janes addiction

and of course - always have - npr or - wmts 88.3 in the car

some kids - i swear

david (middle brother) drives the tractor over today to help jon and m "work on the roof"?
m laughed and chased him off, told him to come back with just his hands - thanks.
where could he of possibly thought a tractor would be helpful in roof work. /boggle.

we are still training david to get un-stupid. he has these parent types that have ignored their kids for so long their kids crave any family community type atmosphere. unfortunately, we (make that /i) can only handle one of em over here at a time and then we/i want to beat them if they out-stay their welcome.
russ (big brother) had stopped hanging out over a year ago, so that is great.
he has a tendency towards the "i am vastly superior to you - yo, i'm here to tell yah" and that got old after a couple years.
timmy (little brother) is alright and way more tolerable than david (sometimes) but they only come one at a time. thank goodness.

Sunday

issues

here i go again. another part time job. no biggie.
it is just part time and answering phones? folding boxes? - i mean - come on. cake.

wouldn't even mention it 'cept for this one kid.
this 19, soon to be 20, year old kid i work with.

appears to be rather confused about his gender.
way over-dramatic in his re-telling (the entire store) of his escapades. annoying.
constantly sings rap songs in this high pitched .. voice?
says girl with such a drawl that it grates the last nerve on my toe.
i counted girl coming out of his mouth no less than 7!! times in one sentence.
says he is a girl. who am i to disagree? not i.
my words to this child?

i could care less.

i don't want to hear about your little romps sucking dick.
i don't want to hear your .. oh .. i could go on. i'm sure you get it though.

thank goodness they don't allow him to dress in his "drag" at work.
it's harsh enough to see the wig and fake nails and the pink purse.
oh - and the lip gloss .. my goodness. this is all contrasted rather nicely with the dirt crammed up behind his ears, the halitosis that knocks-s-s-s .. and the ..
never mind.

so .. it will come to a head with me and him/her? it?.
(sorry, no, really i am)
i am going to tell him what i see.

how demeaning, how disrespectful his behavior is to me as a woman.
in his pretense of being sexually challenged, he invades my sense of what is proper behavior in the work place.
(no less - in public - i mean - come on! but that is another issue really)

so why should i have to be subjected to this clown?
his antics do not amuse me.
dude - please ! call it what it is. you are an attention whore .. end of story.
all i see is gutter-trash.

Friday

reads

china: readings on the middle kingdom

the pocket book of quotations

the lost books of the bible and the forgotten books of Eden

only three this time.

and the question ?

"the question is" said Alice, "whether you can make words mean so many different things."
"the question is," said Humpty Dumpty, "which is to be master - that's all."
Lewis Carroll, through the looking glass

Saturday

contemplation

overwhelming

vetarra

mikepelaez

two of the many lists

Friday

house wears

squeaky dryer taken apart and the fins repositioned. still making the awful squealing noise. belt looked ok. might be a roller. that means taking it apart again.
although the rollers looked fine from the back.
maybe where the drum is fastened to the face plate.

car fixed. alt was bad. a year of this and that and taking the car in and having the alt tested. three times it was tested. no ma'am the alt seems to be working fine. ok S replaced it and now it's working even finer with the new alt.
now to replace the blown lights all over from the old alt charging the old battery to hard and blowing stuff out. think that's the way it works.

gathering materials to redo the roof. rain won't give us a break for long in order to actually get started. so we are still just collecting materials and getting geared up to do it. will have to be done fast once we actually tear into it. not looking forward to it but will be a good learning experience. looking at gutter to replace old gutter that disappeared.

[mom gets the whip out. get to it boys]

want to sell the house and move out of TN. we are looking at someplace out more in the booneys. maybe in wash state or colo.
being closer to jake would be nice. that will take time.

Thursday

no zzzzz's

insomnia kicked in hard. not sleeping much again. has to be the change in the weather.