doodles

playing with netscape's composer, kinda fun.
jordan left last nite to head on home. it's about time.
i don't like my kids spread out so far. hard enough with jacob living in colorado

your a hard man, magee

restaurant in town - real run down hole in the wall. owner born and raised here in middle tennessee, by gawd.
black men come in for lunch after working all morning in the hot sun harvesting tobacco. owner states he does not serve black people.
WTF !
mandy and i serve them anyway.
kiss my skinny ass - jerk off.

peace out

peace out babe

jon suggested we hitch our way to Seattle .. so i went exploring on the net and found this >~>:>~> *Digihitch * <~<:<~<

i'm spoiled - i like my comfort - besides - how can we hitch with fishin' gear?

adjusting to the weather

hot and humid here - eagleville weather

don't feel like moving even a finger. waiting for it to cool down so i can head outside to cut the jungle down. found out the vine taking over the side of the house is virginia creeper and not poison ivy like carolyn thought ... thank god.

danny (carolyns' husband) my neighbor is out mowing his lawn everyday. wtf ! he hates it that i'm not on his mission: lawn brigade - ho -!!
i hate it he retired ..

if you don't know this already
tn plants grow and grow and grow
this muggy weather is great for

Had a pic of the kids in Lake Wohlford here but I lost access to the Boomspeed account and now they are charging. Once I find another host - free - I will repost the picture. It was cute :)
young guys

hmmm ..... not much else though.

searching

14 wu's completed on seti at home both machines running it atm.
why not. there is one out there for cancer research, haven't found the link yet. not trying to hard though

dreams

another one of those dreams tossing eggs at pans cooking at 'the resort'
i'm frozen as the door opens and loads of people rush in yelling orders towards the counter.
I can't - move - feels like trying to walk against a hard surf.
I can't - make a decision.
ka - blam - o -
all sudden - im running full-on crazy trying to do it all and of course ..
there's Kenny fretting away in the corner.
absolutely had to make myself wake up.

more on dreams

i dreamt of susan again - she comes to me tall, blonde, looking great and happy.
she would be 30 this last mother's day. don't know why i still dream of her off and on. i wish she were here.

had another chase dream. same house dark and gloomy with a narrow staircase up. trying to get my brothers away from this "thing" that we can't see. we know it's chasing us toward the staircase. there's just no way i'm going to take them up there, something up there is worse than what is chasing us. i hate them, i make myself wake up and have to tell myself it's just a dream. wake in panic and it takes me a couple of hours to get it out of my head.

another is fighting with jacob the way my brothers and i used to fight.
i laugh at those now but back then it was intense. the time i finally broke the "hands off" barrier we had between us and threw that bell from the camel bench stool, almost hitting tim in the eye, still makes me shudder. boy could we fight - the three of us.