Lost minds

I lost my mind for a number of years and I wondered if I would ever see it again
I looked under the bed, I looked under the couch, I looked under the crepe myrtle I am in love with

I look in the mirror too

I looked in a bottle for a while but that didn't help me find it
so I threw that bottle away, but my mind still refused to be found

I looked in you but I couldn't take your mind and make it mine, as much as I wanted to

I look back and know when I had lost it, but for the life of me I couldn't tell where it went off to

so finally I left, thinking, well maybe ill find it over yonder

it still eluded me

I went back looking again, no luck there

so if you find it please let me know
I would be ever so grateful