just another blog

going to treat this as an online journal.
a place to learn html or whatever - for the time being.

what's your name again?

names and just what do they mean anyway

hey - jon ... umm . naw ... jord no-o-o ... jake - oh heck
whatever your name is !!
hmmm, caught myself usin' jons name in place of [enter any name that starts with a j] tend to do that a lot.
my mother would do it consistently and it didn't make sense to me since i was the only girl child and why in the world would she have to go through all three of my brothers names in order to get to mine.
jon doesn't tweak on me when it happens.

jon reminds me a lot of my brother tim .. when tim wasn't pushin' the needle.
not sure why because they aren't anything alike.

where is

thought about looking for tim.
if his drug and prostitute binges continued down the path he started back in his teens, he is dead and i just hope he had someone with him.
Scary stuff. i'd like to know if he is dead, if not - i want to know what kind of shape he is in.
both pat and tim weren't strong enough to get through the hellish up-bringing we endured. pat picked up that rifle knowing what he was goin to do - well - so did tim with his drugs - in my lame ass opinion. such a waste. yeah, i cry for us less now though, headway there